It was a strangely normal Saturday, except that since we did so much work around the house prior to this deployment, I was hard pressed to come up with a weekend project. I felt sort of out of my element, flirting with the edges of contentment, but as that is an unfamiliar and frightening feeling for me, I was definitely unsettled. We did our cleaning chores as usual, and then I decided to use my extra time to work on blog posts and a goal-setting system and worksheet I am developing for my productivity book and clients (maybe as pleasurable for most as nails on a chalkboard, but fun for me.) After, I decided I deserved to spend some time in my garden enjoying the flowers that I work so hard to grow!

Anthony called today and I really could not think of what to say. For some reason, when he calls I can’t remember anything we did over the last few days. I mean really, how many times can you say I love you? I need to start keeping a cheat sheet by the phone!